Talk about the Big Black music that you love here!| When That Big Black Cloud Hangs Over You | | I was diagnozed with clinical depression in 2003, I cope with it by going to the gym as antidepressants don't work for me and at the beginning of the year I started the year so positive, I even had depression under control and managed to banish SAD which I get during January and February. I was in counseling and I felt that I was getting somewhere.Now I feel that the big black cloud of desperation is back again, sadly my long term counselor of 13 months left and I am on the books waiting for another one, they said it will be weeks rather than months to wait for a new counselor to be allocated to, but it's like starting all over again, back to square one, the mountain I had climbed with my last counselor I now feel I've slipped back down again to where I was previously.I am angry, full of hate, I'm stuck in a rut, my self esteem is rock bottom, I am hurting and I feel so damn alone, I can't even cry, the tears won't come. I am worried that I am heading for a breakdown again. I just want to scream, everything is getting on top of me and I can't see a way outThis time of the year doesn't help to be honest, I am not good with the heat it... | |
| | What will you do if you catch a mosquito with big black belly in your room? | | I often find mosquito in my mosquito net. There belly are black and big and they are so full that they almost can't fly upward. I will catch them and pinch off half of one of its wings, and throw them out of the window. I am not cruel enough to kill a creature, but I do hate the mosquito that bite me and suck my blood.What will you do if you catch a mosquito with big dark belly?e, I can't even cry, the tears won't come. I am worried that I am heading for a breakdown again. I just want to scream, everything is getting on top of me and I can't see a way outThis time of the year doesn't help to be honest, I am not good with the heat it makes me even more moody. I cope better in the cold months.I have started writing again but what I am writing is depressing. Part of me thinks I am just feeling sorry for myself, but I also think it's pretty deep rooted.No good seeing the GP they just want to prescribe anti's all the time, I've tried so many in the past and to me they are just NOT an optionI don't go out or socialize because I am not that type of person as I am paranoid and suspicious about people's intentionsI don't... | |
| | Looking at this big, black bush over there... | | [em]lol[/em]that’s just my hair in the mirror, and I look like a stranger to myself. I’ve been red, in fact all shades of red, all my life, and I wanted a change, so now I have dark hair, for change. And I am not sure I like it.
Well, I always thought the hair was my trade mark, people remembered me because of my hair, and now I am wondering who will recognize me. And I got these surprised looks when I went outside this morning. My husband says he woke up last night wondering what he has done to deserve waking up by this great looking dark haired woman in bed.
I thought he was talking about someone else; I was ready to explode, when I realized I am that woman. Well, he has his way with words, I must say.
My questions are:
Have you ever done a radical change on your looks, changed your dressing or hair style?
Were you satisfied with it, or did you regret it afterwards? | |
| | Big Black Dog | | There is a big black dog outside my back door. For a little while, he was crying. I believe it was right after he heard us talking from inside. So I don't think I am afraid of him. I just don't know what to do with him. I have tried to call the humane society to see if anyone called with a missing dog, but they evidently are not open yet. He doesn't have a collar, so no way to trace him. Should I go out and try to trace his tracks since I have to go out for the mail later anyways? He must be cold, as it is only 16 degrees today. | |
| | Theres a BIG BLACK SPIDER on my wall!!! | | It is on the other side of the room, that's why I saw it, but while I'll kill little bugs, I don't like to kill big ones!!! EWWWW!!!I don't know what kind of spider it is, but it does have thick legs. It has a web up against the ceiling so I don't think its a tarantula. It has now slipped out of sight, but now I'm going to be worring about it!!! | |
| | Big Black Bug Night Mare! | | Last night I was drifting off in my wonderful, comforting world - warm peaceful sleep to all oblivion, I suddenly saw a huge black winged roach fly down upon me. It landed on the cover right in front of me. I jumped up threw the blanket away--- with the light I could see no bug! I realised it had been a night mare!I have seen bugs like this before, and not in the house, I'm not particularly AFRAID of any bug. I haven't had reason to even THINK about a bug lately, so there was NO reason for it to come in my mind like this.What would make your sub-conscience mind make you really have such a scare over a bug like this? Do you think it signifies something that I'm afraid of, but am not aware?
Like another meaning? Or does it mean something I AM NOT afraid of is going to get me?The reason I'm writing about this, is it seemed so real. It seemed like only a split second but I can tell you every detail, saw the wings, saw the color of my quilt...
(and it was dark!).I usually don't remember my dreams, and don't remember having night mares' for a LONG time. This really bothered me!Has anyone had night mares like this? Do you think it means anything? | |
| | Does anyone own or have read The Big Black Book? | | This book has very informative information and gives very good advice about different subjects that can be very helpful in life. I think it is very neat and have it myself. It gives you information and advice about Family and Social Life, Sex, Staying Well, Medical Solutions, Improving your Appearance, Your Home, Your Car, Travel and Vacations Sports and Recreation, Smart Consumers Guide, Party and Entertainment Guide, Collecting and Hobbies, Credit Cards and more. If you would like an example of a statement, let me know. Do you or anyone you know own one and do they find it useful? | |
| | | Rob & Big! | | Have you seen this show on MTV about these two best friends starring Rob Dyrdek and Christopher "Big Black" Boykin? It is soooo funny! I like it already! | |
| | How do I start a task, I've looked at help, no good. | | Hi folks, when I filled out the task form I got the,You must have at least 1 field. Message, I see a lot of other people pulling their hair out, I see whinging of no solution posted.So, When I click on the little icons at the top of the text, (for field entries, this is as clear as mud to a newbie, a text example would do wonders), all I get is a big black pop up on the top half of the screen with a casino ad or some such thing on it. No text can be entered. I funded my account and it says the amount is available.Any ideas folks?How did the tasks there now, get there.It must be just me. | |
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